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Demon Angel World


Wednesday, December 20, 2006
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SM here,

After the prom, i know i will lose contact with some friends again.
Say, it is hard to describe the feeling everytime this happen, but at the prom a, a sudden surge of feeling took over me. I don't wanna separate with these good friends like i did 4 years ago."Regret" is the most simple and suitable word to describe my feelings now...
I remember when i first set foot into fuhua, I onli know Xiang Bin, Xiao Wei and Yuan Shan as they my pri sch classmate. Man....and 2 years ago I was giving up hopes on friends, classmates and hated everyone...everything in my class.I had been bad tempered to everyone during the 1st 2 years in this sch.I must admit i owe everyone in that class an apology.Sorry to them i should say...maybe they can't even see my apology that i owe them for 2 years.
I was having problems in CCA and socialising in class that time that none of the days i passed was a happy one.Maybe thats why when anyone laughed in class i thought they were laughing at me...I started to hate classmates, myself ad people...everyone.Maybe my self esteem was low, maybe i just deserve it, i don't know, but now i realise it is partly my problem.
Friends had helped me curb my negative feelings by mid sec4, now friends i thought were sarcastic does not appear so now. I wanna see everyone again, not like a stranger, but still as close as we are now, or even better.
These people gave me my most happy holiday ever and changed me totally to a more happy person.
Friends may quarrel, may not understand you.Just keep in mind that every quarrel arise from misunderstandings and every misunderstanding serves to emphasise a need to foster closer bond.
Say a word of thanks before risking to lose contact-thats what i have in mind right now. So many words left unsaid that i find it hard to make a start for myself too. My greatest regret, however was the failure to try my best to keep a good friendship bonds with my friends.some friends i noe for 4 years, i have spoke less than 5 sentences to them. Some others i can't get myself to talk to, others just make me feel like im a moron.This is a failure on my part....

My point is that now i no longer care who would see me as a best friend, but i would like to keep the fondest memories deep in my heart and to treasure what i have now.I will look forward to a possible chance to see my pri sch friends although it will never be the same again, a the same time i will like to see everyone in my....our class remains together.
So you know Guan Yu, Zhang Fei and Liu Bei?Let us have our oath to stay brothers....must not forget any single one....
SM Sefyr




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