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Sunday, January 14, 2007
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Ya...u can guess frm the topic...my granma passed away..(granma on my mother's side)
It was on Jan 9th the incident which caused her death occurred.....she choked on rice during dinner when she had jus eaten a few spoonful of rice....my uncles who all saw my granma suffocating all dint know wat 2 do.....they had no skills of such in emergency or any life saving skills of tat sort......ambulance arrived in 5 minutes....I was onli fast enuf 2 reach my granma's hse 2 see her lying on the floor, ....unconcious.....the medical officers tried 2 make her breathe...but 2 no avail..an equipment of some sort tat they use keep repeating "no pulse...." i was stunned ....the onli thing i can do dat time was 2 help carry my grama onto a trolley of some sort....n they rush off 2 nus hosptal...i dunno wat 2 sae 2 my mother n uncles.....my mother was already crying...after informing my father one of my uncle , my mom n me rush 2 hosptal in taxi.... we were waiting for long hours in the counselling room in hope of hearing news tat may relieve us.......when the doctor came...she said "we tried our best....she had lacked of oxygen for 2 long n her brain can no longer command the heart n lungs to work...we can onli use medicine to temporarily sustain her heartbeat...do u all wish 2 see her for de last time??" it was shocking....but i was nt able 2 cry out like the rest of my family....i kept quiet....n seeing her in tat kind of state, i tot i was having a nightmare......my sis, who loved my granma very much...cried, n in a soft voice she asked "y mus tis happen 2 u on my birthdae???"....yes, 9th jan is my sister's birthdae....b4 i could do anything, we were asked 2 leave....my family haf decided 2 remove life support to alleviate her suffering...she would nt b able 2 breathe anymore.......

few minutes later the doctor came again saying" the patient's can breathe again, its a miracle but she wouldnt b able 2 wake up even if she can survive...." ya true...her brain is already damaged....we all left except for my granma's youngest son....
it was after i fell asleep, my father received a call from tat uncle in hosptal wif granma saying she's really gone....
in early morning my father told me when i was jus abt 2 leave 4 school....."had my granma jus wanted 2 persevere to the very last moment?to make sure she didnt die on my sisters birthday, bcos she had heard her voice???"i thought tis way......but i will nv know..........




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